anditslove:

But I told you not to love me, I told you I was no good for you.

Fate.
I’m very much affected by what had happen more than the both of you. And I also realized how much of a fool I was throughout this one year. Many a times I feel like just giving up everything; all our years of friendships, memories, places we went to, the things we’ve done… Sometimes I do doubt our relationship is not as simple as what it is. I still can’t figure out what was that feeling towards you, was it love or was it just pure friendship. One year.. This one year even though we’ve stopped talking, I still miss you terribly loads. Id occasionally think of you, and whenever I am sad, the feeling gets stronger. Mayb I was too reliant on you emotionally. You were alway there for me whenever I had problems, big or small. It’s almost impossible for me to hide anything from you.
All the answers to my heart will never be known. How I really feel towards you. Probably this is not important anymore. I think too much. I wish I have the courage to say all these to you. I do care.